It's Sad You Only Get Your Fame Through Controversy

Honestly, it makes me laugh to realize how much people think they know about me. And about how much they think they can pull shit with me. I've been fooled by the best, believe me. But when you are the best and STILL trying to fool me? I think that qualifies your actions to the "useless" category. But hey, I gotta give you props for trying. And you know who you are. If you honestly think I'm still wasting my time with it? You're so incredibly vain for thinking that. I have other things to worry about, thanks, and they don't include wondering what you are doing. Well, they may at times include wondering why you are acting so much like a three-year-old, but that's about the extent of it.

People can think they know as much about me as they'd like. But you really don't. You can attempt to use it against me as much as you want. But it won't work. I've learned from being fooled by the best. And you know what? Your immature little arguments and attempts to "get to me" don't work anymore. They used to, I'll readily admit that. But they don't anymore. I've learned how to fight back. I've learned how to stand up for myself. No matter what the consequences. Although lately it's probably been helped by the fact that I have absolutely nothing else to lose. Literally. So I suppose that has had something to do with it. But the reason I have nothing left to lose? It's the reason I need to fight back in the first place.

Sometimes I think it would be easier just to have a screaming match. Get it all out. But then I realize it's better this way. As strong as you may seem to other people, you wouldn't be able to handle it. You might think you will be able to, but honestly? I'm pretty sure you wouldn't. You can think you know exactly what I would say, or how I would react. What my fighting style would be. But you don't. You don't know me well enough to know those things. You never did.

I know there's plenty of people out there who think they know me just because of what someone else has told them about me. Eh, well, all I can say to that is consider your source, all right? If the person who is telling you doesn't have enough ballz to tell me to my face so he or she has to go around telling other people, it's probably not the best person to be listening to in the first place. But I don't tell people what to do. So you do what you want. It amazes me how some people still haven't caught on to the fact that I don't really give a damn anymore.

With that, I will leave you some lyrics, as I so love to do. ;)

- -Everybody's Fool- -

Perfect by nature
Icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame don't you see me
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask
Where will you hide
Can't find yourself
Lost in your lies

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool.


You probably think you have succeeded. That you are so great at not letting them see you for what you really are. But you know what? You can't fool everyone forever. People are starting to see the truth. Your time is running out. It's going to be gone when you least expect it.