I'm Tired of People Lying, Saying What They Want About Me

I'm not one of those girls who pines over guys. And I am the last person you will see sitting beside her phone going "Ohmygod is he like going to like call?! He's not going to call.....is he going to like call?! Ohmygod like RING!!" I don't sit around inventing ways to combine our names and doodling them all over my notebooks. I don't instantly start bawling and go write in my diary if I get in a fight with a guy. I think the last time I owned a diary was too far back in the "boys have cooties" times to even matter. I don't traverse wedding magazines drooling over how PERFECT my wedding is going to be; cake, gown and all. A wedding isn't the foremost thing on my mind at this time in my life, so you'll have to forgive me for that. I'd like to accomplish some things in life before I get to shooting out children, thank you very much.

So does that make me wrong? Socially inept? Eh, maybe. (Especially if you go to SVU) But do I care? Not really. You have your views of relationships and how people should act, and I have mine. Why should you care if I don't judge my status on whether or not I have a significant other? Why should you care that I don't go around eating a gallon of ice cream just because I got dumped? Sure, I eat ice cream all the time, but because I want to, not because I'm depressed. So I think making out is fun. So what? Does that make me a slut? Apparently at SVU it does.

So I don't follow the crowd. So I do what I want. So I have issues with people. What does it matter to you? If you think any of these things are so wrong or so bad, that's your problem. I didn't ask your advice on how to live my life. Frankly I don't CARE, either. So what if I'm not one of those cookie-cutter little bubble girls that goes to this school. So what if I don't act like all these people here that have fucked up ideas of the world. I am who I am. I believe what I want to, not what other people tell me to. I live the way I want to, regardless of regrets or what other people may think. If you have a problem with that? Va fa napoli!!