I Wish I Could Feel Absolutely Nothing Right Now

Haave you ever had those times where you just want to sit down and cry, and beat the living hell out of a person all at the same time? Yeah, I've pretty much felt that way for three days straight. And it's all my fault. All of it. That, in a way, makes it worse. I can't say I've ever screwed things up as bad as I have now. I'm not even sure if things can be fixed this time. But I'm going to try. And I'm not going to give up.

I'm not a perfect person, there are many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you.
And so I have to say before I go, that I just want you to know

I'm sorry that I hurt you, it's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through, I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears, thats why I need you to hear

I'm not a perfect person, I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know

I'm sorry.