Depressing Day

I had a dream last night. One of those where it seems so incredibly real, that you don't want to wake up. You want to spend as much time as possible relishing in the feelings that you know are only possible in the dream world. But then I woke up. It took me a moment, to realize that it was all a dream. And then I got to thinking about what would happen if the dream actual made it into real life. Then I realized that it probably wouldn't, which got me depressed. Such a mix of emotions, I went from feeling this comforting peace and amazing happiness to regret and sadness in knowing that it would never happen. So now I go about my day in thought, my mind a million other places, probably places it shouldn't be. But I cannot keep it from the forbidden places. For my mind has finally made the choice of its own.....to dwell in places that shouldn't be known.