To Live, Love, and Forget

I give up. I'm serious. I have no other options. I have tried everything. I'm completely and utterly out of ideas. I don't know what's wrong with me, I think I've gone crazy. One little piece of news from halfway across the globe just sets me spinning out of control. Reacting on that news, I've done a million other things that prove how entirely irrational and absurd I have become. Some I regret, some I don't. I just want to hide under the covers like like I used to do as a little girl and make all the nightmares go away.