Distorted Reality

I feel as if for the last couple of weeks I have been living in a life that isn't mine. For a moment, I will wonder, what am I doing, and then I don't really care. For once, I'm not going on logic. I have lived my entire life logically, and I have now just thrown it out the window. It feels like everything I have ever learned, or thought was true, has just been disputed. Things that I previously didn't think were possible, now are. But I'm just waiting, waiting for things to go back to how they were. They always say there is a calm before the storm, and I figure, the way my life has been lately? I better be looking out for a hurricane.