There's A Feeling That's Come Over Me

So right now I should be studying for my midterm I have tomorrow. But I'm not. That's what tomorrow before class is for. Man, I love it when it looks this nice outside. It just makes everything seem better, I guess. Reminds me of summer. And that always makes me happy.

You know, sometimes you really think you know someone, then they go and do or say something completely unexpected. And then you're like, where in the WORLD did that come from? Then you realize you didn't know that person as well as you thought you did. In some cases that's a good thing, in others, not so good. For instance, I just found out this person that I completely thought didn't give a shit about me, has had feelings for me for quite some time. Things like that make you wonder how much you really know about those close to you. People hide a lot of things....I should know.

Oh, and another thing. People need to stop thinking they know how I feel. Because you don't. You can't. So just....STOP. Stop thinking you know what I'm feeling, or why I do the things I do. Because no matter how much you THINK you do, you don't. Deal with it. Stop trying to tell me how I should feel, and trying to protect me. I'm a big girl, I can make my own decisions. I decide how I feel. Not you. So stop thinking you know how I feel, or trying to convince me to feel the way you want me to. It won't work. So just stop.