An Apology Unheard

So once again it seems I have talked myself into a corner. I tend to do that a lot lately. I don't know what's been wrong with me. I'm beginning to believe that maybe I am just too much of an impressionable person. That I believe everything I hear. Because deep down, I know that the things I hear are possible. I know that they could happen. So I work myself up over it. I make things out to be incredibly worse then they actually are. Who knows why. I just do it. And people end up getting hurt, because of my craziness. I just go off on people for no reason. I don't know why, I know I shouldn't do it, but I can't seem to stop. No matter what I do, I just can't. Most of the time when I go off on someone, I have no real reason to do it, I just think I do. One of these days I'm going to go off on someone, and the reason I think I am, is actually going to be true. I dread that day. Because that will be the day that I have gone so crazy, that they decide not to put up with it anymore. Hell, that could be TODAY for all I know. But right now, I don't really claim to know anything. Not one thing makes sense to me right now. Well, I take that back, one thing does. I know that I shouldn't have upset this person even if I DID have cause to, I still shouldn't have done it. And to this person, on the off chance that they actually read this sometime in the near future, I am sorry.