Stop Right There, That's Exactly Where I Lost It, See That Line, I Never Should Have Crossed It

So I hate those girls who are like "Omg if my boyfriend goes away I'm going to die, I can't live without him!" You don't live BECAUSE of them, they are the ones that just give you an extra thing to live for. I mean, you have to live for yourself first before you can be in any way capable of letting anyone in enough for true love. You aren’t going to DIE if your significant other is gone. It just sucks. Life sucks. Shit happens. You live with it. I don’t like the fact that he’s gone. But I’m dealing with it. I don’t like the fact that I’m never going to see him again. But I’m dealing with it. Sort of. My heart’s not broken, it’s just sad.

My dad is leaving too. But that’s not such a big thing. This is the fourth time he’s left. Last time he left before I went away to college, I hadn’t seen him for a couple of months anyway. I probably won’t be here when he gets back this time, either. Everyone is pressuring me to stay until my parents leave in September. I can’t do that. It’s too hard. If I stay till he gets back, I won’t want to leave at all. It’s easier just to finish it now.

Yay to me for getting my new life in South Carolina in a few months. Finally.